Leave Out All the Rest

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
Don't resent me when you're feeling empty,
keep me in your memory.
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest.

-Linkin Park's 'Leave Out All the Rest'

I love this song so much that I'm never tire of hearing them. =3

Anyhoots, I'm just missing someone really badly even though I just met him this afternoon and hang out. I just found out that he won't be coming over as much. I'm so lonely. I need a hug. Hehe.

Well, got my exhibition earlier and I didn't do the arrangement as well as last time but overall, it's not that bad. I gave Miss Kono her gift and she really liked the color ('cos I know she loves earthly colors). Went to Charcoal (instead of Misato) for sungkai with Bobby, Herry, KC and Kaza. Hang there for a while and being friendly with the workers there.

I wished I could spent more time with that person... sigh. I'm gonna miss you!!

Laters,
Fae/Vie

Lacey is Back!!

I finally got Lacey back. She's looking all confuse as her memory has been erased. LOL. I made that sound so weird. I named my laptop Lacey 'cos I was bored, she (yes, she) was reformatted 'cos I believe it's time for her to do so since she kept on shutting down whenever it's heated.

So I'm going to put things back in, install what I need and try to take care of her properly. I've been using Delilah for sometime now and got used to her too. (Delilah is Adi's lappy)

And today (later during the day time), Adi and I are going out for a date. Not those usual important date that we usually had, this time, we're just gonna relax and enjoy our time together. That's a good date, right? Planned to cut my hair and trying out some new style. I'm excited!

Although, I haven't got him anything for the big day yet. I hope that certain 'gift' will be up soon.

Will update later~

Welcome back, Me.

It's weird. I woke up this morning and go, 'Urrrrgggghhhhh, I wish I could sleep more but this damn temperature is killing me.' It's a hot day and I lie there on my bed, all sweaty. Maybe it's that weird dream that I had but couldn't remember.

I got up, showered, replied my student's text about puasa. Haha. I chatted with a 9-year old. It's funny that I'm all grown now. Adult.

I went online, looking at the usual things; Deviantart, mails, YouTube, etc. It slowly brings me to Linkin Park. Laughing and enjoying the pictures the fan made. Creative and great. I looked at their videos and laughed as the guys fooling around. It occured to me that I took out Meteora and played it on the laptop (Delilah) and listening to them while browsing about Linkin Park.

As I listened to one of my favourite songs; 'Breaking the Habit', my heart pumped really hard, beating among my chest, I smiled. A sudden rush in me; my dedication, the motivation I use to have. That certain feeling I lost. I whispered, 'Welcome back.'

My hands are still shaky with this feeling. Being hyper, smilling all the time, and that creativity started to build in (and also my stomach grumbling). So I guess, I'm going to draw a whole lot of things tonight. Haha. I'm glad that I'm back. And I felt good, extremely good.

I guess eventhough I'm 23, I'm still a dork.

Lots of Love and rockin'
Fae/Vie.

Self-Discovery

It's Ramadhan. A month in which you have to be patient through hunger, anger and any other things that had or will happen to you. Well, earlier today, God decided to test me out.

It was a hectic day; Ikebana, being a make-up artist, going through meetings. One of my family members provoked me today, saying mean things behind my back. After hearing all these things from my siblings, I was keeping all the anger inside but slipped out a few nasty words about this said family member. My elder brother was there with his wife and cute little Fian. Abg.Fir saw me being furious and immediately stroke my back and started 'nooging' my head jokingly. Instead of me firing things about this back-stabber, I was, instead, having fun for what he did to me and in the end we wrestled.

The wrestling thing was only for a few minutes, we stopped for a while to rest. But my fury was still in me after hearing the betrayal. Abg.Fir came to the rescue again by giving me his open arms with that smile on his face. I admit that I couldn't resist and hugged him back.

It felt good. It felt extremely good! I just found out that a hug could make me feel so calm from all the things that had happened. And from there, I realized how much I love my brothers more than I am to my sisters. I have always looked up to Abg.Fir as my role model.

I sometimes wish that I could have a great, role-modeled elder sister to look up to instead so she could understand my feminity. But I'm truly blessed for having such great brothers.

Ah, the bliss of brotherly love.

So, the self-discovery:
'If I rant, hug me'

Hehe. Seriously, I feel way better after that.

Loves, Fae/Vie

Sesame Street

I was looking for some videos to kill my time while knitting when I bumped into Sesame Street. I was hooked watching them 'cos I have to admit, Sesame Street never bores me... except the parodies and lame edits made by other people. I laughed watching Sesame Street: Kermit News And Goody Basket.

CookieMonster looked cute with thet blonde wig and red hood.

Well, I have to continue knitting now. My cousin is leaving today and I planned to give him a scarf before he goes.

Later.

Delilah, I miss Lacey...

Using someone else's computer is kinda alittle complicated. First thing is, it's not mine. Second, it's a Vista. I'm not used with Vista yet... and lastly, there's no Adobe Photoshop!! I'm starting to feel like drawing again. Been neglecting my talent for sometime that I fear I might lose that talent.

Yes, I blame my new passion on knitting. But it's fun to knit~

Oh! By the way, Teah, you're Hufflepuff scarf is on hold as I'm making scarves for my cousins who're leaving to UK very soon. Don't worry, as soon as I finish theirs, I'll continue on yours...

What's up soon:
19.09.08: 4th Anniversary
- I haven't thought of anything yet for this day...

Hearts, Fae/Vie

The Major Rimba Black-Out

In the dark with my candle

Rimba is facing a major black out... again. This is the 2nd time that it happened this year. The first time happened last week on Wednesday at 10PM and it power's back on at 2AM. Now it happened again.

How I got online, you asked? I'm using Go!broadband right now and my laptop's using its batteries. So, now I'm just facing my brightly lit laptop with my candle on the side. Haven't eaten dinner yet.

Hearts, Fae/Vie