Friday, April 10, 2009

Your Deep Sleep

Hey. Sorry for not updating this blog for so long. Things have been really busy here. I rarely have rests. as well as having time for myself. Don't worry, I still have the time to take care of myself like... eating and breathing.

I'm just too busy to make people happy. Like what Adi did before the accident. So, I'm doing this for him. If you're wondering, he's doing fine. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Too much to tell what's going on.

After all this, I'm thinking what will happen next. And it makes me wonder, have I been a good person? Before and after the accident? Truth to say, I feel like I've lost a lot of things.

I lost Hisyam. I almost lost Adi (Syukur Alhamdulillah that I didn't). I don't want to lose anything and anyone else. It's too painful.

So, is this pain?