Thursday, July 29, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Uncontrolable Rant
No one reads my blog anyways (except Adi...) so I'm just gonna rant here throughout and I don't give a flying fuck.
I've been really angry and cranky recently since Friday, the starting of our 3 weekend holiday. It was suppose to be a fun thing. It's suppose to be something I look forward to and enjoy...
But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
They're not giving me any breaks. Not asking me any considerations. OR asking me how I would feel. And afterall I've done to them? Seriously, I've made so much sacrifice to them, they would never see me cry in front of them because how painful it felt to do these things without anyone giving me any appreciation.
All I wanted is to be treated right. If you know I hate the fact you use my car without buying the fuel, then don't use the fucking car. Do I need to tell you this? YOU'RE FUCKING 3 YEARS OLDER THAN ME!!
If you know that it's hard for me to save money for marriage. Why are you willing to ask money from me? I've given away 98 fucking % to you guys and I only had 2% for savings. Usually use for emergencies.
Do you know how hard it is to be a teacher in the morning and have to do other things to earn money throughout the afternoon to night? I have fucking insomnia because of this. I did commissions and recently braided bracelets so I could make money for marriage. I was happy to finally collect $50 for all the extra hard work I did... it went to another emergency caused.
You know how painful it felt to be keeping that money for something life-changing and giving it away for something not worth my time? It hurts so deep inside and I realize how it felt like to have dreams scattered to millions of pieces over and over and over and over again.
And this is all the thanks I get?
Someday, you would know how it feels like without me around to support you.
You dumb fucks.
I've been really angry and cranky recently since Friday, the starting of our 3 weekend holiday. It was suppose to be a fun thing. It's suppose to be something I look forward to and enjoy...
But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
They're not giving me any breaks. Not asking me any considerations. OR asking me how I would feel. And afterall I've done to them? Seriously, I've made so much sacrifice to them, they would never see me cry in front of them because how painful it felt to do these things without anyone giving me any appreciation.
All I wanted is to be treated right. If you know I hate the fact you use my car without buying the fuel, then don't use the fucking car. Do I need to tell you this? YOU'RE FUCKING 3 YEARS OLDER THAN ME!!
If you know that it's hard for me to save money for marriage. Why are you willing to ask money from me? I've given away 98 fucking % to you guys and I only had 2% for savings. Usually use for emergencies.
Do you know how hard it is to be a teacher in the morning and have to do other things to earn money throughout the afternoon to night? I have fucking insomnia because of this. I did commissions and recently braided bracelets so I could make money for marriage. I was happy to finally collect $50 for all the extra hard work I did... it went to another emergency caused.
You know how painful it felt to be keeping that money for something life-changing and giving it away for something not worth my time? It hurts so deep inside and I realize how it felt like to have dreams scattered to millions of pieces over and over and over and over again.
And this is all the thanks I get?
Someday, you would know how it feels like without me around to support you.
You dumb fucks.
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